Last year I was in Cebu, I find work but wlang tumatanggap sakin. I dont know maybe because of my physical appearance"esotropia". I'm trying to do things that can satisfy me but I can't. Now I'm here in mindanao having business(sari2 store) with my Mama and sister. Kulang 'yung kita sa pang araw2 naming pamumuhay. Kung hnd nag papadala c papa kay mama kulang talaga. Araw-araw nawawalan ako ng gana sa buhay ko. Nasa bahay lng ako nag babantay sa tindahan namin. Hnd ako lumalabas at kung lalabas mn ako bihira lang at namimili lng ako ng stocks sa store namin. I dont have more friends parang nawawalan ako ng ganang mabuhay. I feel weak but I'm trying to be strong. I'm tired of everything. I wanted to be adventurous find new place, find new people and explore things. But i was here like a prisoner. My father doesn't want me to go back in cebu. I miss my old me. I'm tired of being manipulated by my parents and telling me hurtful words. I'm not weak they just give me no choice. What should I do with my life? I'm intrusting God for my life but it said that if you do things God will do his part. The problem is how to start my life? And when do I start? Can someone help me to start my life? I can't start.